my way

i have my own way

plz don’t try to affect me from changing the way that i want to go…

i know i am a sensitive person

i clearly know that i am a person that easy to get influence…

the time when i fallen deeply,

i got scolding and sayings from others,

the time when i decided to go on my way,

i got influence by others’ thoughts and ways too…

now i am totally back to zero…

i was almost healed from the previous way but now i am not…

so i cant use back the same way to solve it anymore…

i had cracked my head on thinking the suitable way to look at the problem,

but what i thought of and what i did was just how to satisfy everyone but not myself.

what the hell is this now?